sometimes i wish that i have a friend that will always be there for me. ALWAYS. i mean, i think i used to have one? but i think i don't have any now. maybe we both didn't put much into the friendship and we all drifted apart. i don't know exactly. but this friend thing is kind of eating me up. i don't know who to turn to when i have issues with my life. i honestly don't. maybe i have other friends that i can talk to too? but i don't exactly know who are they. i hate this you know, like trapped in a maze, being so lost all the time.
the thing i hate about life is that, people come and go. i mean, what is this? they think that this is fun? i hate it when people leave. are they trying to be funny? honestly, i hate change. HATE. i hate the fact that as you grow older, you lose most of your friends because they are either busy with their own stuffs or i am busy with my own stuff. i don't get it. i just hate the fact that people are leaving.
or maybe i am just upset with the fact that i don't even have a good friend that i can talk to her about things.